FeennyyKatt: april 2018

tisdag 3 april 2018

Im trying to move forward

I'm trying to get ahead but I do see the way out

As soon as I manage to get up from bed, I pulled into the darkness

I wish I had grabbed my life a long time ago

Maybe then I would not have destroyed so many lives

Today I'm happy

With my boyfriend

But it's hard to see people who love you feel bad

To see his own family go apart because I feel bad

And it makes me feel bad and I'm ashamed of myself

And I think of it every day

And what I've done to forget it is to accommodate

Am I so stupid?

I just hope everyone will forgive me

And hope I deserve to be happy

Now and forever

With my boyfriend